little thing about life

i'm wondering how does it feel to be a father? i'm not a father yet, i dont have a wife, and i don't have a kid but i know exactly how does it feel it must be amazing that moment when you're sitting beside you wife's bed in a hospital, you hold her hand warmly, then you kiss her forehead and whisper in her ear, "thanks to bring this pretty little angel from the heaven to the world, honey.." then that pretty little angel is growing old with you, then she calls you "daddy" and you swear to yourself, "i will be the best daddy for you, i will do everything for you, i will die for you, i will give my whole world just for your happiness" and nothing can buy her laugh and her happiness dear my future children, i'm not your perfect daddy but as long as i live, i will keep you from this wild world my shoulders are always available for you everytime you need them and i will teach you about life. life is rough, so...

what is the best job in the world? it's radio announcer. all you have to do is only sit and listen to your favourite songs, and you'll be paid for that. but unfortunately i've made a decision. i decided to end everything just a week ago, sorry but i have to do that. from the deepest of my heart, i seriously don't want to end this. this is such a hard decision for me, a decision which i know i will regret it. it was such amazing 4 months to join with you guys. thanks for everything. thanks for this very warm friendship, i will never forget it. you guys will stay in my heart, forever...